i can be reached by phone if you want to talk.

2005-02-16T01:36:07Z

yeah so uhhh this is so dumb...
half of you don't even know whats going on anyway.
so bye.

reality_czech @ 2005-02-14T21:43:00

2005-02-15T04:55:55Z

it was the card that got to me. what the hell have i been missing.

been chasing a girl who wont even give me the time of day. After going through it like this, it'l be hard to look at her the same way now, it sucks. I wish i could just sit and chat with her for like an hour alone. But its not gonna happen.

spent the day with cody and Lo-dawg. We shared the 6pack of loneliness and each took 3 hits of the ultimate joint of loneliness. So the day turned out alright i guess.

maybe things will turn around in the upcoming weekend. 5 days off of school and my birthday being a week from this saturday. Somethings gotta turn around. If not, well...damnit.

get a piece of your action.

2005-02-10T03:58:52Z

the past 2 weeks or so have been kinda shitty, sadly to say. I really don't know why such little things make me shake as of lately. Maybe its valentines day, but how? i'm used to it.I mean this past year has been great with everything, its been a great ride so far, but just recently its been weird, things have been fallin apart with ceratain things that hit home for me. I've just been blank lately, shit. I guess the thing thats stickin' out for me now is the fact that i'm geared into just having someone to come home to ya know? just someone to sit back and hold all night, a nice easy feeling of some sort of bond with someone special. God i'm so burned for this. I feel like i could give it all to someone right now, shit.

Who knows what this weekend will bring.. I wont be able to get out of work until around 10 on friday and saturday. Probably will end up goin home after, everyone will probably be off doin' the couple thing which is alright, they deserve it.
No idea what monday will bring.. probably give a few presents, only got one so far because she's the only one who would think anything of it and know that i actually care. But after school i'll probably end up goin home to fish alone and sit back and watch the sun set with a bottle of champagne in mah hawt tub, while my parents are out. heh who knows. I'm used to it

as for now i'm gonna go lite some candles in my room and put on some rise against and crash on the floor for the nite.

until next time.....

aint got no choice but to roll on

2005-02-06T05:30:56Z

i'll never look into your eyes again.

big 17 in 21 days.

cool?

yeah. Dave's a nazi

2005-02-05T05:52:55Z

what is your full name? Mike 2hot Mckeown
1. Nicknames: big pappa, mikey, sylk, milo.
2. B-day: Feb 26th
3. Age: 16
4. Sex: male
5. Social Security: man, i got some gooood cabeza today...
6. Where do you live: scottsdale
7. What school do you attend: saguaro
8. Siblings and their ages: Jay-28 Darren-27 Christian-25 Jill-25
9. Pets: 3
10. Zodiac Sign: pisces
11. Righty or Lefty: both

************* YOUR LOOKS *************
12. Hair color: brown Eye color: blue
14. height: 6'0
15. Do u wear contacts or glasses: nope
16. Do you have any piercings: throat.
17. Where do you want more: tongue.
19. If so what and where: vibrating tongue ring.
20. Do you wear any rings: only when i'm pretending to be Frodo Baggins, which is quite often.
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow: sylkstyle.
************* JUST LATELY *************
23. How are you today: blank. i wish i had some soup.
24. What pants are you wearing right now: saguaro baseball
25. What shirt are you wearing right now: Cabo-Wabo Cantina from Cabo San Lucas
26. What does your hair look like at the moment: spiked after my shower
27. What song are u listening to right now: blood to bleed- Rise Against
28. What was the last thing u ate: pop tart
31. Last Dream you can remember: walking on the beach drinking with stark and claire
32. Who are you talking to right now: dan, billy, vishnu, courtney, jessica, cory
33. What time is it: 10:09
************* More about YOU! *************
35. What are the last four digits of your phone number: 3567
36. If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be: black or zimbabwe
37. Have you ever almost died: when i was born, my ambilical chord was wrapped around my neck
39. How do u eat an Oreo: usually split and cream first. but no milk, no oreo.
40. What makes you happy: kissing,candles,champagne,smiles,memories...
41. What's the next CD u are going to buy: probably a soundscape cd
42. What religion/denomination are you: i believe in god. i believe in the devil. i believe in myself.
43. What's the best advice ever given to you: counter-clockwise swirl and a knuckle when eating out a girl.
44. Have you ever won any special awards: football and baseball awards when i was little.
46. Do u like to dance: depends on the mood and who i'm with. but yeah
47. Worst sickness u ever had: falling for the wrong girl. happend a few times to me.
48. What's the stupidest thing u ever done: in 4th grade, telling Rex that i was his neighbor and he should come over and play Sim City with me.
49. What's your favorite memory: one month aniv. w/ brittany.
50. Where do you shop the most: bestbuy
51. How many kids do you want to have: 4
52. Son's name: Justin, Adam, Wade
53. Daughter's name: Brittany, Page, or Rachel
54. Do you do drugs: nope
55. Do you drink: yeah
56. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: i dont know, but the bottle is badass.
57. What sport do you hate the most: playing girls/WNBA
58. What are you most scared of: being lonely
59. How many TV's do you have in your house: 4
60. Do you have your own phone line: yes
61. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: its name is ONYA.
62. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractered a bone: arm, shin.
63. Who do you dream about: love, girls, the future, ecstacy, dream on my mood.
64. Who do you tell your dreams to: anyone who asks "hey, tell me a dream"
65. Who's the loudest friend you have: Joe Rolak
66. Who's the quietest friend: trevor steele or cody dowd
67. Where's 69: i dont know, but i'd like to...?
68. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop: with this tongue, about 6 or 7
69. Which came first?: well i did. lolz...
************* YOU and LOVE *************
71. Do you believe in Love: yeah
71. Ever had sex: check.
71. Oral: yeah
72. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend: nope
72. Do you want one: yeah
73. Who is your crush: fuck, i dont even know anymore...
74. Did you send this to your crush: she probably wont even read it
75. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon: Lake Tahoe or Hawaii
76. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes, smile, style.
77. Longest crush: few days, before its ended when she doesnt like me or likes someone else
78. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with: anyone who is willing to do the same with me. Right now i'd have to say brittany, she's been the only one who has tried. But i don't know man. Any takers?
79. Do you find yourself attractive: a lot of older ladies say i'm beautiful. but i dont think so.
80. Do you find yourself ugly: nope
81. Do others find you attractive: probably not

************* Pick One: THIS OR THAT *************
124. Lights on/off: off
125. Sun or Rain: rain
126. Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King): Wendys
127. Do u like scary or happy movies: both
128. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC: BB
129. Paper or plastic: plastic
130. Sausage or pepperoni: pepperoni
131. Summer or Spring: spring
132. Hugs or kisses: kizz
133. Chocolate or white milk: negro
134. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: DP
135. Glass half full or half empty: full
136. CD or Tape: ipod
137. Tape or DVD : dvd
138. Cats or Dogs: love em both
139. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Jell-O because it would make a funny noise
140. Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
141. Skiing or Boarding: boarding
142. Day or night: night
143. Cake or pie: pie
144. Diamond or pearl: diamond
145. Sunset or Sunrise: sunset

************* YOUR FAVS *************
146. Color: black, blue, or red
147. Food: lasagne
148. Fast Food: filbertos
149. Candy: peanut butter cups and skittles
150. Beverage: corona,sprite, cherry coke, southern comfort, water.
151. Ice Cream Flavor: mint
152. Sport: football
153. Animal: mannatte or giant land sloth
154. Fave type of music: any type that makes me jive
156. Song: Fair Xchange-2pac
157. Group or band: The Beatles, The Doors, Dimmu Borgir, Motley Crue, NOFX, 2Pac, The Eagles, Sublime, Pink Floyd.

158. Number: - 2
159. Fav. Actor or Actress: Christopher Walkin and Actress would have to be Angelina Jolie
160. Fav. day of the year: feb. 26th
161. Fav. month: march or april
162. Fav. TV show: mtv cribs
163. Fave Store: bestbuy
164. Scent: gasoline
165. Teacher: me meigh
166. Board Game: sorry
167. Saying: if you're gonna fuck her, you might as well fuck her hard. Teng-Teng i want to make love to you in the Amazon.

***********EXXXTRAZZ*********
168. Who have you been friends with the longest: Justin H- 11 yrs. Jaylen M- 10 yrs. Cody D/Max M-9 yrs
169. Who means the most to you: the 32 people i have in my "hombres" section on AIM.
170. uhhh i'm out of things to say.

Last words for the folks: I never say how greatfull i am for having you guys as friends, especially for all whom are or have been known as "comrades" i may not say it much, or you may not think so, but i would give the world for you guys, no matter what you think. It makes me happy when i think about what we're gonna be like in 10 years and i trully think that we will still be close or in touch.. for all of you who will be leaving Arizona for college. I think its time now that we all start to cherish eachother that much more because we all know that we will be apart soon enough... I AM SO DONE. FUCK.

i will make 2 updates a week. i dont think i'm going to single out friends on this one, but if there are only 3 comments within 48 hours. its gone.